When its happen...

Never wonder it would be like this
Never thought it will be like this...

should have, as preparation, though.
ya, should be...

but,
the journey cant back off
need to choose the best road (perhaps)
need to put a protection as lifesaving...

cant change but can prevent
cant back but can move on...
and
cant give up but try again n again n again...
until the instinct says "this is it"....

The chapter Begin....again...

i wish

this will be the really2 new beginning for me as 

i hope it will be last...

i wish

this will be the first n last ever i felt that feeling

i hope it will gone...

i wish

this will be the journey that i wish for,

as i hope,

really hope this time,

it will be the road that i wanted...

to walk n pass by peacefully...

although

it might be decorated with torn n blade...

but,

a beautiful garden that full with flowers will wait for me,

at the end of the road...

p/s DUIT