My Husband-to-be

I know i still havent meet u

but,

i know,

u out there

waiting to be found

I dont know why

but,

i writing this to u

to say

how lucky i am to have u

i know it ridiculous

but,

i realize

its my heart need to be heard out...

Stuck

I dont know at all...

what suppose i do,

i know,

i cant run away forever,

but, 

should try...

lets give the time to me,

i would love to accept it

so that,

i wont make another mistake...

InsyaAllah

I dont have to say it honey...

ya, i dont have to say it anymore,

i know, i realize,

what is past is past,

it will never be back,

but,

dont you remember the memory that we hold??

i know,

my heart is at peace now,

especially when i'm happy with myself now

single,

no one there to say this and that

besides,

i realize how bad it was to couple and so on...

(only i know the reason why, sorry)

however my dear honey,

dont you worry,

if there is meant to be,

it will,

InsyaAllah...